Gorgias

so i was talking to my buddy steve and he was telling me about tom and his girlfriend and how they make like hell of noise when doing the sex thing and steve was making the noise she makes, like, she’s real noisy, she shouts basically, not just moans, and tom is probably really embarrassed about it with like a red face and just sweating in his armpits out of insecurity about like the pleasure he gives his girlfriend and the like implications of such as with regards to such as the relationship and whether things will be all right with them because he wants to marry his girlfriend at some point so will shouting be a big issue? and well steve was laughing really hard for some reason i mean why it’s a bit of a jerk asshole thing to talk about your best friend’s secrets but that’s steve for you, i guess but anyway i have to go now bye—

The thing about writing, and I mean getting something across vs. the physical act of conveying a concept per se, is it’s very important to trust your tools but to still feel that you are learning them as you go. I’ve found that I make better things when I do something I’m not great at. I consider a controlled level of beginner’s luck to be more important than a kind of perfection of skill, like. So there. Which means that I ramble as much in talking as in writing, it’s not because I’m great at it, maybe not even good, but I know that I’m doing it and I know that, in the end, what really matters is still what’s in there, not how it was made, and so I ramble.